Yep. That pretty much sums up how I am feeling today. I just opened my desk drawer to get out my token to log onto my bank stuff, and I was greeted with the sight of 2 fiber one bars, a nutri-grain bar, a larabar and an oatmeal bar. Ugh. Carbs! I love them and I want them now, and I am REALLY hoping that this feeling gets better after a few days.
This morning's breakfast was a twin to yesterday's. It was good. Would've been better with a slice of toast. Lol. I just need to get my mind off it I think. It is 11 am, I have eaten two meals, and I am not hungry. I shouldn't be. I am eating foods that are very good for me right now, so I can be full even though I have not had any bread, right?
I did zero workout this morning, but got up at 10 minutes to 5 as usual with the dog and we went downstairs. I stayed in my jamas since I wasn't headed outside or to the gym, and I opened up the laptop. I have my second exam tomorrow morning, and to be honest, I might have been slightly less than diligent preparing. And I am trying to make up for it here over the last few days. So I got an hour of studying in this morning and then went upstairs and showered and prepared for my day.
Luckily this test that I have tomorrow is the one section that I am MOST familiar with just from working for the past five years. This is possibly (in combination with the wedding!) why I neglected studying so much. But I am still nervous about it as it is still so important for me to finally pass this exam. I think it is career important, not just mentally important!
No workout this morning was weird, but luckily I have my big DEPLETE lifting workout scheduled for tomorrow, so it will help me feel more normal! I'll be adding some BCAAs to the mix for during the workout tomorrow.