so...I hesitated running because of the weather being so nasty. I know you don't get "sick" from rain, but being frozen while pregnant is likely not ideal. So my mindset was bad. My dad was in agreement with me, encouraging me to come over and eat pancakes. Um. I love pancakes. He was using the "you have to think of Addie" logic. This logic works MUCH better on me when I am in a fragile mindset.
And I was DOWN. I cried my entire drive home. I cried for hours and hours afterward. I was so upset with myself as this was the only pregnancy running goal that I had set for myself. I just wanted to FINISH.THIS. RACE. And I feel like I failed.
All - yes, I realize I am 26 weeks pregnant and I shouldn't be so hard on myself, blah blah blah. Please. I do not want to hear it right now.