I posted the following on twitter last night.
By that, I mean I was doing all of the things that I thought I needed to do to maintain a healthy and safe pregnancy. Obviously some folks have a differing opinion. My person is one of those people. Its very difficult to hear that from someone, especially someone who makes you want to be a better person.
I need to get beyond that. It is over and done. I fell. I got hurt, kind of badly even. I have had my surgery, I am healing. It is all I can do as of right now. The elbow, which is the big injury, is healing. I deal with some smaller things still.
I want to be a good person. I want to get stronger and become more selfless. But I think I need to move forward from this setback and stop feeling so guilty. I found this tag on my pillow that I took from the hospital. It was a good reminder today when I was feeling guilty/overwhelmed.